Was going through some random videos on youtube then I came across this wonderful short Greek video which is just amazing.
It concludes with a message to everyone, not to hurt your parents and change your course just by ignoring them and their feelings.
Its weekend but sadly for me it’s just like any other day. My life has become so boring with same routine almost everyday. I only realised that I’m not getting much sleep lately and always lost in thoughts probably being alone and far from my parents is hitting me hard with sadness and occasionally brings tears to my eyes.
Last night was really terrible for me as I couldn’t sleep, though was really tired after long day work so couldn’t bother to cook dinner and went straight to bed with my eyes wide open and lost in thoughts wondering where life is leading me? Taking things as it comes has never been easy for me at all but sometimes when driven by circumstance feel like stuck for life....
During that time I never had a problem in answering those questions and must be honest, every answer that I answered was so positive filled with confidence. So, why am’ I failing to figure out a simple question like “who am’ I?”
Not sure if this makes sense but guess my life has been taken over by something which I’m failing to identify and guess I don’t have any control on it…
It is a fact that every one of us can go to any extreme just to be happy and why not? Is it wrong to be happy? Being happy is what I strive for each and every day and I don’t believe when people say like being happy now means I’m going to pay it back later. I think that happiness and sadness is definitely in store for each and every one of us but some might be lucky to have happiness first. But what truly worries me is that when I hear people saying…
- > Don’t laugh so much you might end up crying
- > Don’t be so happy ‘cause something bad going to happen soon
Why do people say that? Or, why do we always have this negative thinking? Now don’t get me wrong, I know there will always be those kinds of people who want to suck us down. In my case each time I find myself too happy, something from within me, come along and knock me down.
So I tend to get scared knowing that there’s something terrible waiting for me…
